Tuesday, July 22, 2008

I love butterflies, but not these kind

Dh is coming over tonight... I'm feeling sick over the talk that I'm supposed to have with him. It's not that he is a hard person to talk to, it's just the topic of the said conversation that is creating butterflies in my stomach.

I feel like it could result in something that I don't want to hear.

2 comments:

RangersGirl said...

Awww, heck. I wish I would have read your post earlier and I could have been praying for you.

The counselor could have a point but you and DH have been together for a long time. In all relationships you hit a different level beyond the "spark" however so many people think that when the spark is gone, they are out of love. Love is so much more than a feeling, its shared experiences, and dreams, its realizing you'd put your life on the line for the other person and that you can't imagine your life without them in it. I'm a romantic sap.

I'm over here holding my breath...

I hope you didn't hear anything you didn't want to hear. Do not think that you are unloveable, because that isn't true.

Hope said...

Thanks for your kind words rangersgirl : )

I did talk to Dh last night, but I am playing the waiting game right now. Basically, all he could say is "I don't know." He told me he would give me a call about it today after he sees his counselor. I'll update later!